A Day in the Life of Me

im torn between what i want to do, and what i should probably do. i need to look out for myself, but its hard because i put her before myself. i didn’t mean to fall for her so hard for her. but the reality is that i did.

I’ll give you your space, I’ll give you what you want. I will act as though I never knew you. I just hope you come back to me, missing me and loving me with all your heart.I’ll sit here and wait for you. Because I sit here and feel anger and remorse, but all the same I’m still under this spell. I still love you with all my heart. I’m still in love with you sooo much!!! I just wish you come back to me. I need you in my life!! I need you to be my girlfriend. I love you. I sit here with other people (girl and guy friends) and I see you. I look at them and I see your face. I’m with them and all I can say is, “I miss you. I. Miss. You!” I just hope you do too. Baby I love you!!! Hope you do too.